Fate and Destiny

I am back

2009-04-24T20:27:00.000-07:00

I AM FINALLY BACK!!=)

To whoever who misses me haha i apologize for the long wait..i will try to update my blog every once in a while provided if i am free!:) tally ho friends!

2008-11-27T22:18:00.000-08:00

MY COM CRASHED!

won't be blogging anytime soon..:(

Went to kl with my sis today Park Royal hotel for some preview of lines of clothes..the place was soooo damn crowded with people..worse than pasar malam..they bag clothes like they were free..:D..i got a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt..wanted this nice colared shirt but my sis bought it fir her husband..:(..ish!..the place was occupied with 85%of women!15%men..some females caught my attention..:D..

2008-11-13T20:17:00.000-08:00

here is something an important person said to me
i am sharing it with u guys..:)

Always remember God never gave us the spirit of anger but to have the fruit of His spirit,love,joy,peace,gentleness,self-control,kindness,goodness,faithfulness and longsuffering.Always focus on these qualities and not your anger when you are provoked

I am working on it important person if you are reading this :)

2008-11-13T20:04:00.000-08:00

I am just posting this random post be cause i am so darn

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!

I need SOMEONE or SOMETHING to kill my time with..:(
Starting to miss camp..=D

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.
Love is a battle,
love is a war;
love is a growing up.
-James A. Baldwin-

2008-11-11T03:00:00.000-08:00

I AM BAAAA~CK..I know you all miss me so much..=D..I just came back from tuition..I got tuition straight after we came back from camp..=(..anyways camp was fun..=)..all thanks to Sue Li and Shea Wern..=D..

DAY 1
we left school on sunday at 9:30 am..we were supposed to leave at 9 but because of some princess YEE MAE we had to wait for her to come..=)..we played cards on the bus on the way there..we reached dusun eco at about 10:30 am i think..but before we can reach the camp site we had to sit a lorry up..THE ROAD WAS BUMPY!MY ASS HURTS..=D..each 3 people had their own chalets..me suba and ken*not his real name but we call him that* shared a room..=)..and after we started unpacking we gave ken a little welcoming present..=D..if u wanna know what it is ask him..=)..on the first day we had obstacle course!we had to go through all kinds of obstacles like ARMY CRAWL IN MUD!the instructor kept spraying water at us while we were crawling through..I HAD MUD ALL OVER MY BODY!ish..after that we went for a swim at a pool at the top of dusun eco..it was filled with mountain water and it was FREEZING COLD WATER..we had fun pushing everyone down to the pool and backflips..=D..that night i spent the night at sayaka,yee mae and shea wern's chalet..sayaka and shea wern was soo tired so they slept first while me and yee mae was still chatting with each other..both of us only slepy at about 3 to 4 o'clock..=D..i forgot to bring my sleeping bag and sweater in..i woke up at 5 and was FREEZING~..yee mae's sweater only covered my top but my legs were like they were at the north pole..and i only wore my jersy to sleep..i was so cold i coudnt sleep so i sat up for AN HOUR!then sayaka and shea wern woke up and saw me shivering..so they spare me a towel and another sweater..=)..thanks ya..*for your information suba slept at a pondok outside and he took the key with him!so i didnt went back to my chalet which was locked!*=)..

Day 2
Today was a busy day..we had all kinds of activities fit in for today!=)..for the first activity of the day we went for ROCK CLIMBING!..when they told me it was rock climbing i was like OMG MY NAILS ARE SO LOOONG..we went there and the instructor explained to us about everything..i knew all of that because i went for rock climbing before..=D..THE HELMET WAS SOOO SMELLYY..smelt like a 1 month didnt wash punye socks..when it was my turn i started climbing..halfway there i slid my hands in a WET rock..i lost my grip AND MY NAILS SCRATCHED THE ROCK and i fell..but i was alright..=D..after rock climbing we went to walk the VIETNAM BRIDGE..i also don't know why they call it Vietnam bridge..maybe some vietnamers built it..==..the bridge was like 3 ropes for us to walk on and a safety net underneath..and i am afraid of heights..==..but i walked it before when i was standard 6..and phew..what a bad experience i had when i saw my friend that time misplaced his step and slid down onto the net..luckily it was there..my heart like stopped..O.O..anyways after the vietnam bridge we went for FLYING FOX..i teamed up with suba and we needed to wear the SMELLY helmet again..ish..on the way down from the flying fox stupid suba let out a freaky girlish shriek..and we kick each other and we were swaying here and there..all because of that monkey..==..after flying fox we had 4 hours of free time til rafting!4 HOURS!me,sue li.sayaka.shea wern,pauline went to the dewan to play poker and chor dai di*big 2* and i thrashed them flat..=D..after that sayaka and pauline went to sleep..suddenly out of no where!sue li's 2 temple friends came to visit her!i forgot their names..=D..sorry..we played chor dai di together and for the first time they broke my streak of about 10 wins XD..after they left i continue thrashing them of course..=D..at about 4 we went for rafting..the boys and girls was seperated into 2 teams and we had to make our own raft!lol..we were spared 8 long bamboos,3 short ones,8 empty plastic fuel cans and unlimited strings..the instructor only gave us 30 minutes to build our raft!..the whole time for us it was havoc!but we managed to finish ours exceeding the time limit..=D..the girls finished in like 20 mintues i think..crazy..=D..we were supposed to race each other to the small waterfall at the other end and back..the girls had a halfway lead headstart until we managed to get our raft in the water!the first team for the boys reached the girls at the waterfall and splashed water at them..=D..we took the lead!..the second time to go was me,suba,aiman.chun fei,tze jin and nik we had so much of a lead we even rowed to a tree to pick flowers..when we reached the end of the waterfall me and suba felt SOMETHING BRUSHED OUR LEGS!we were like OMG ROW~!!!!!!!..and of course we won the race!=D*first race*..after we docked the instructor told us that we have another race..this time ALL THE BOYS HAVE TO COME IN!omg..when we even managed to get all of us in..2 fuel cans popped out of their tying strings and we were SINKING!but we had to survive with the 6 left and mine was about to POP out of its place to but i held it with my legs lol..everything was going wrong for the boys and our front bamboo was going loose!we managed to reach the halfway point but we were going out of course..beneath our legs got DIFFERENT KINDS OF LIVING ORGANISMS THAT WE DON'T KNOW..so ticklish..the girls played cheat..they went in with 8 girls only..ish!..at the middle my fuel can CAME OFF!!!..and we were SINKING AGAIN!THIS TIME DEEPER!we quickly turned the raft and that took like 5 minutes!we coudn't even paddle back to the docks..halfway to the docks our some of our RAFT CAME APART!we quickly paddled back as hard as we could and at the end we just thought oh what the heck we swam back lol..our punishment was all of us had to stand IN THE WATER!in a row..and had to dunk our heads one by one up down up down..the water was also freeeezing!..lol..we had so much fun there..that night we had BBQ..=)..most of our chicken was burnt but it tasted alright..=)..after dinner me,suba and the girls went to adventure at another vietnam bridge..but when we reached the entrance to go to the bridge..there was a bamboo lying across the road like this >>/..the girls freaked out and i had goosebumps looking at the bamboo stick..so we decided to go back..after that we had night walking in the JUNGLE~!the instructor told us we can not bring flashlights into the jungle and gave each team of 5 or 6 A CANDLE..my candle almost melted finish just HALFWAY of the trip..at the rest point i had to get another candle..halfway through the walk*macam night jungle trekking* i reached a point where a drop of water fell on my head..i thought i must be my sweat dripping but there was no way it can drip on the middle of my head.a few steps later another drop dripped on my head but that day it didnt rain..no way it came from a tree..i ignored it and kept walking..freakish..at the middle of the night we had campfire..burning marshmallows and ate them..=)..that night i was soo exhausted..went to yee mae's room again and slept..

Day 3
I was soooo lazy to wake up the next day..so i skipped jungle trekking in the morning..i slept soo long when i woke up they just came back..me and su went to the pool again and lied on the tiles..sooo nice..=D..after that we packed our bags and waited for the truck to pick us to the bus..on the way down the guys made fun of the driver which is our funny instructor and when he reached a bump he stepped on the accelerator and made our asses hurt..lol..it was a fun ride down..=D..halfway on the journey back we stopped at Genting Sempah to eat a Mcdonalds..=)..was so hungry ordered a large set of big mac and chowed down..=)..we sang songs on the way back in the bus and ate cotton candy..=D..we reached school at 3:45 and we all went home!=)

On the truck to the camp!

At the burger stall camwhoreing =D

whats up there?=D

Advertising =D

all mine!=D

walking on the Vietnam Bridge!

mom3,suba and me!=)

posing with the mic!=)

posing with Shea Wern =D

PLay Station..=D

sleeping..=D

posing with pillows..=D

camwhoring with Sayaka =D

camwhore!=)

the four of us!=)

bro in law bday

2008-11-07T05:55:00.000-08:00

Today is my brother in-law's birthday..well me and my mom went to cake sense and bought this delicious,scrumptious,mouthwatering,exquisite,tasty,yummy~*phew*..strawberry yoghurt cake..=D..seriously super nice..=)..after buying the cake my mom dropped me at subang parade and i got some stuff..for me..=D..and in the evening went swimming with my brother in law..played the slides..damn cool..turn here and there..=D..omg i sound like a small kid..yeah..and at night played with my baby niece a little..ate the cake and got back home..=)

2008-11-04T02:19:00.000-08:00

I AM SO DAMN PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..everyday i come home have to face my damn parents..they freaking cant understand anything..and how da hell am i supposed to freaking lega after my exams with them still freaking cant stop annoying me..ARRRGHGHH..i feel like slapping someone..ish..CANT STAND MY PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!I soooooooo feel like leaving the damn house..but no money..T.T..ish..how in the world am i supposed to control my freakin anger..

2008-10-28T00:18:00.000-07:00

Phew..just finished watching the 6th and 7th movies of One Piece!Baron Omatsuri and the Secret Island and The Giant Mechanical Soldier of Karakuri Castle.. Themovies were awesome..it contains much of humour,excitement and have a great fun-filled storyline..its a good show and a great pick for anime watchers..=)

It all starts with~
A boy named Monkey D. Luffy, inspired by his childhood hero "Red-Haired" Shanks, sets out on a journey to find the legendary One Piece, to become the new Pirate King. To accomplish this, he must reach the end of the most deadly and dangerous ocean: The Grand Line.

Luffy captains the Straw Hat Pirates first through the sea of East Blue and then through the Grand Line. He follows the path of the deceased Pirate King, Gold Roger, from island to island on his way to the great treasure One Piece. On his way his crew grows to have a first mate, a navigator, a sniper, a cook, a doctor, an archaeologist, a shipwright, and a musician.

During the course of the story, the crew contend with both other less moral pirate crews and the Navy. The latter are the subordinates of the World Government, who apparently seek justice by ending the Great Age of Pirates. Many background story elements involve the delicate balance of power between the World Government and the world's most powerful pirate crews.

The Straw Hat Pirates~

Monkey D. Luffy : The main character, a 17-year-old boy. He is the captain of the Straw Hat Pirates. He is portrayed as carefree and sometimes air-headed. He generally has a huge appetite, for meat in particular. By accidentally eating a Devil Fruit, a fruit that grants special abilities to those who eat them, his body gained the properties of rubber. Luffy's dream is to become the Pirate King. Luffy is voiced by Urara Takano in the original video animation (OVA) and by Mayumi Tanaka in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, he is voiced by Be lla Hudson for 4Kids, by Chuck Powers for Odex and by Colleen Clinkenbeard for Funimation.

Roronoa Zoro : The first to join the crew. He is 19 years old and a skilled swordsman, who uses up to three swords at once, clutching the third in his mouth. He is extremely poor at understanding geographical directions and gets lost very easily. He also sleeps a great deal and loves to drink. His goal is to become the greatest swordsman in the world. Zoro is voiced by Wataru Takagi in the OVA and by Kazuya Nakai in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, he is voiced by Marc Diraison for 4Kids, by Brian Zimmerman for Odex and by Christopher Sabat for Funimation.

Nami : The crew's 18-year-old navigator and the second to join. Her navigation skills are excellent and she has the ability to recognize and analyze even the slightest changes in the weather through sheer intuition. She is also an excellent thief and pickpocket. Her dream is to draw a complete map of the world. Nami is voiced by Megumi Toyoguchi in the OVA and by Akemi Okamura in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, she is voiced by Kerry Williams for 4Kids, by Alison Lestor for Odex and by Luci Christian for Funimation.

Usopp : The crew's 17-year-old marksman and the third to join. He is a chronic liar, talented inventor and has notable artistic talent, shown in his painting of the Straw Hat's Jolly Roger and crafting of detailed snow sculptures. He is the sharpshooter of the crew with amazing aim and technique. Usopp's dream is to become a "brave warrior of the sea". Usopp is voiced by Kappei Yamaguchi in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, he is voiced by Jason Anthony Griffith for 4Kids, by Jamie Meldrum and Chuck Powers for Odex and by Sonny Strait for Funimation.

Sanji : The crew's 19-year-old chain-smoking chef and the fourth to join. He knows how it feels to starve from first hand experience. Therefore he will never refuse someone a meal and becomes easily agitated when food is wasted. He is obsessed with women and has a strong sense of chivalry. He will never harm a woman, no matter what. His dream is to find the All Blue, a legendary sea, containing every kind of fish in the world. Sanji is voiced by Hiroaki Hirata in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, he is voiced by David Moo for 4Kids, by Joe Murray and Paul Pistore for Odex and by Eric Vale for Funimation.

Tony Tony Chopper : The crew's 15-year-old doctor and the fifth to join. He is a blue-nosed reindeer, who gained human properties by eating a Devil Fruit. He is capable of conversing with humans and animals alike. He is also very naive and has a tendency to believe anything told to him. His dream is to create a cure for all the world's diseases. Chopper is voiced by Ikue Otani in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, he is voiced by Lisa Ortiz for 4Kids, by Emlyn Morinelli for Odex and by Brina Palencia for Funimation.

Nico Robin : The crew's 28-year-old archaeologist and the sixth to join. She ate a Devil Fruit and gained the ability to create copies of any part of her body on surfaces in her proximity. She is extremely intelligent, having taught herself archaeology at a very young age. Her dream is to find and decipher the Rio Poneglyph, an ancient stone telling a long lost part of history. Robin is voiced by Yuriko Yamaguchi in the Japanese version of the anime. In the English dubs, she is voiced by Veronica Taylor for 4Kids, by Natasha Malinsky for Odex and by Stephanie Young for Funimation.

Franky : The crew's 34-year-old shipwright and seventh to join. He is a cola-powered cyborg. His artificial body grants him incredible strength, as well as making him practically invulnerable to most frontal attacks. It is equipped with countless weapons. Nevertheless, Franky is very sensitive and like Chopper has trouble hiding his emotions. His dream is to build a dream ship and sail it around the world, something he is now doing aboard the Thousand Sunny. Franky is voiced by Kazuki Yao in the Japanese version of the anime and by Patrick Seitz in Funimation's English dub.

Brook : The crew's 88-year-old musician and eighth to join. He is a living skeleton, resurrected by means of a Devil Fruit. He has a strange personality, being a combination of a gentlemanly persona and a perverted, crude sort. He speaks in a dignified, educated manner at most times, while having amazingly bad manners. His goal is to circle the Grand Line and return to Reverse Mountain to see his old friend Laboon, fulfilling a 50-year-old promise. Brook is voiced by Chō in the Japanese version of the anime. He has yet to appear in any English dub.

Baron Omatsuri and the Secret Island is the sixth One Piece movie to appear in japanese cinemas. The Straw Hats visit a recreational island, run by Baron Omatsuri, the former captain of a pirate crew, who were all killed years ago. Being the only survivor, he then started hating all close-knit groups of pirates and wishing to separate them. He and his henchmen seed distrust among the Straw Hats and capture them one by one, leaving only Luffy to free his crew from the Baron's hold.

Baron Omatsuri and the Secret Island

A snapshot from the movie

The Giant Mechanical Soldier of Karakuri Castle is the seventh movie and features an unusually large amount of fanservice for the series.The Straw Hats visits an island, known as Mecha Island, where a fisherman sings an old folk song about a Golden Crown. Searching for that mysterious treasure, they find a hidden entrance into the island. The island's leader, Ratchet, impressed with the find and in search of the Golden Crown himself, invites the crew to join him in his search and the crew along with Ratchet and his henchmen enter the cave. As it turns out, the islands true form, is that of a giant turtle. Ratchet, who had known this all along, uses his mechanical castle to take control of the turtle, in order to use it, to take over the world. Now the Straw Hats have to stop not only Ratchet, but also the helpless turtle, from crashing into a nearby island.

The Giant Mechanical Soldier of Karakuri Castle

2008-10-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

went to ss 16 with my mom..after that on the way home i felt a little hungry..actually wanted to eat lok lok..but she adi like not nice..so dun wanna eat..then when i followed my mom into the bread shop got tempted by the breads..they were like :"eat me..eat me~~.."..i cant be rude right..?so i bought some bread a ate them..=)..

egg tart and chicken puff..=)

2008-10-26T18:47:00.001-07:00

I love this pic!=p

She Loves Me!=D

Ice cream Ice cream~

Jap class

2008-10-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

Hajimemashite~watshiwa Lance desu..dozoyoroshiku!=)..that's like the first thing i learned in my japanese class last year during the end year holidays..=D..i miss those days..i miss my classmates and of course my teachers Yanagida sensei and Tani sensei..they were humorous..most of the time its thanks to them the class is liven up and we would have a wonderful atmosphere to study in..before my exams my classmates even called teacher to meet up and we revised at mcdonalds..=D..thoses days were awesome..of course everyone passed the test with flying colours thanks to Tani sensei..=)..after the test we even ate at Sakae Sushi at Sunway Pyramid..=D..i love them all..=D

The class!!=D..I love them all!

lebih formal pic..=)

comfort zone

2008-10-26T03:51:00.000-07:00

Heres an article i found that can help people!=)

Over time, we all gather a set of constricting habits around us—ones that trap us in a zone of supposed comfort, well below what our potential would allow us to attain. Pretty soon, such habits slip below the level of our consciousness, but they still determine what we think that we can and cannot do—and what we cannot even bring ourselves to try. As long as you let these habits rule you, you’ll be stuck in a rut.

Like the tiny, soft bodied creatures that build coral reefs, habits start off small and flexible, and end up by building massive barriers of rock all around your mind. Inside the reefs, the water feels quiet and friendly. Outside you think it’s going to be rough and stormy. There may be sharks. But if you’re to develop in any direction from where you are today, you must go outside that reef of habits that marks the boundaries of your comfort zone. There’s no other way. There’s even nothing specially wrong with those habits as such. They probably worked for you in the past. But now it’s time to step over them and go into the wider world of your unused potential. Your fears don’t know what’s going to be out there, so they invent monsters and scary beasts to keep you inside.

Nobody’s born with an instruction manual for life. Despite all the helpful advice from parents, teachers and elders, each of us must make our own way in the world, doing the best we can and quite often getting things wrong. Messing up a few times isn’t that big a deal. But if you get scared and try to avoid all mistakes by sticking with just a few “tried and true” behaviors, you’ll miss out on most opportunities as well. Lots of people who suffer from boredom at work are doing it to themselves. They’re bored and frustrated because that’s what their choices have caused them to be. They’re stuck in ruts they’ve dug for themselves while trying to avoid making mistakes and taking risks. People who never make mistakes never make anything else either.

It’s time to pin down the habits that have become unconscious and are running your life for you, and get rid of them. Here’s how to do it:

Understand the truth about your habits. They always represent past successes. You have formed habitual, automatic behaviors because you once dealt with something successfully, tried the same response next time, and found it worked again. That’s how habits grow and why they feel so useful. To get away from what’s causing your unhappiness and workplace blues, you must give up on many of your most fondly held (and formerly successful) habits. and try new ways of thinking and acting. There truly isn’t any alternative. Those habits are going to block you from finding new and creative ideas. No new ideas, no learning. No learning, no access to successful change.
Do something—almost anything—differently and see what happens. Even the most successful habits eventually lose their usefulness as events change the world and fresh responses are called for. Yet we cling on to them long after their benefit has gone. Past strategies are bound to fail sometime. Letting them become automatic habits that take the controls is a sure road to self-inflicted harm.
Take some time out and have a detailed look at yourself—with no holds barred. Discovering your unconscious habits can be tough. For a start, they’re unconscious, right? Then they fight back. Ask anyone who has ever given up smoking if habits are tough to break. You’ve got used to them—and they’re at least as addictive as nicotine or crack cocaine.
Be who you are. It’s easy to assume that you always have to fit in to get on in the world; that you must conform to be liked and respected by others or face exclusion. Because most people want to please, they try to become what they believe others expect, even if it means forcing themselves to be the kind of person they aren’t, deep down.

You need to start by putting yourself first. You’re unique. We’re all unique, so saying this doesn’t suggest that you’re better than others or deserve more than they do. You need to put yourself first because no one else has as much interest in your life as you do; and because if you don’t, no one else will. Putting others second means giving them their due respect, not ignoring them totally. Keeping up a self-image can be a burden. Hanging on to an inflated, unrealistic one is a curse. Give yourself a break.

Slow down and let go. Most of us want to think of ourselves as good, kind, intelligent and caring people. Sometimes that’s true. Sometimes it isn’t. Reality is complex. We can’t function at all without constant input and support from other people. Everything we have, everything we’ve learned, came to us through someone else’s hands. At our best, we pass on this borrowed existence to others, enhanced by our contribution. At our worst, we waste and squander it. So recognize that you’re a rich mixture of thoughts and feelings that come and go, some useful, some not. There’s no need to keep up a façade; no need to pretend; no need to fear of what you know to be true.

When you face your own truth, you’ll find it’s an enormous relief. If you’re maybe not as wonderful as you’d like to be, you aren’t nearly as bad as you fear either. The truth really does set you free; free to work on being better and to forgive yourself for being human; free to express your gratitude to others and recognize what you owe them; free to acknowledge your feelings without letting them dominate your life. Above all, you’ll be free to understand the truth of living: that much of what happens to you is no more than chance. It can’t be avoided and is not your fault. There’s no point in beating yourself up about it.

What is holding you in situations and actions that no longer work for you often isn’t inertia or procrastination. It’s the power of habitual ways of seeing the world and thinking about events. Until you can let go of those old, worn-out habits, they’ll continue to hold you prisoner. To stay in your comfort zone through mere habit, or—worse still—to stay there because of irrational fears of what may lie outside, will condemn you to a life of frustration and regret.

If you can accept the truth about the world and yourself, change whatever is holding you back, and get on with a fresh view on life, you’ll find that single action lets you open the door of your self-imposed prison and walk free. There’s a marvelous world out there. You’ll see, if you try it.

Step out of your comfort zone today!

Achieve great feats!

I am an uncle!

2008-10-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

I finally know what it feels like to be an uncle..=D..went to the hospital this morning to check up on my sis..and saw my niece Heidi..so cute~!..sleeping..=D..everyone keeps saying that my status had increased..=D..macam level up..lol..tapi this is real life..i think i am gonna enjoy being an uncle..next time i bring her go out yam cha,shopping,keng gai..=D..maybe i am gonna spoil her..=D..i havent carry her yet..now too fragile..=D.=)....may God bless her and her parents..

Isnt she cute~=)

wahhh~~=D

Curses~!!!

2008-10-25T06:26:00.001-07:00

LONDON (AFP) - Marouane Fellaini rescued a point for Everton as they checked reigning champions Manchester United's Premier League title bid in a 1-1 draw at Goodison Park on Saturday.

United, looking for a seventh straight win in all competitions, went ahead in the 22nd minute when Scotland midfielder Darren Fletcher, after receiving a pass from veteran winger Ryan Giggs, took the ball away from Joleon Lescott before shooting through the legs of former United goalkeeper Tim Howard.

But at the other end another United old boy helped Everton draw level.Phil Neville supplied the cross from which midfielder Fellaini headed in a 63rd minute equaliser.Cis~!betrayer..

The draw left United five points behind leaders Chelsea and Liverpool, who face one another at Stamford Bridge on Sunday,

Hull City, the surprise package of the Premier League season, can strengthen their grip on third place away to West Brom later Saturday.

Arsenal will look to bolster their title challenge away to fellow London club West Ham on Sunday. Meanwhile the Gunners' struggling local rivals Tottenham go in search of their first league win this season at home to Bolton.

In Sunday's other matches Portsmouth will look to put their midweek UEFA Cup defeat in Portugal behind them at home to Fulham, Manchester City face Stoke and Aston Villa, fresh from a 2-1 win over Ajax, are away to Wigan.

A day in hell

2008-10-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in despair he has his first meeting with a demon...

Demon: Why so glum chum?
Guy: What do you think? I'm in hell.
Demon: Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here...you a drinkin' man?
Guy: Sure, I love to drink. Love the drinks.
Demon: Well you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays that's all we do is drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, diet tab, and fresca...we drink till we throw up and then we drink some more!
Guy: Gee that sounds great.

Demon: You a smoker?
Guy: You better believe it! Love the smoking.
Demon: Alright! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie - you're already dead remember?
Guy: Wow...that's...awesome!

Demon: I bet you like to gamble.
Guy: Why yes as a matter of fact I do. Love the gambling.
Demon: Cause Wednesday you can gamble all you want. Craps, Blackjack, Roulette, Poker, Slots, whatever... If you go Bankrupt...well you're dead anyhow.

Demon: You into drugs?
Guy: Are you kidding? Love drugs! You don't mean...
Demon: That's right! Thursday is drug day. Help yourself to a great big bowl of crack. or smack. Smoke a doobie the size of a submarine. You can do all the drugs you want and if ya overdose - that's right - you're dead - who cares! O.D.!!
Guy: Yowza! I never realized Hell was such a swingin' place!!

Demon: You gay?
Guy: Uh no.

Demon: Ooooh (grimaces) you're really gonna hate Fridays.

Perplexity of love

2008-10-25T00:52:00.000-07:00

I spent the whole night wondering how could this even happen..whenever i see you all i could do is smile..i cherish the moments i spend with you even though it usually is just a brief moment..

Love can sometimes be torturing..but one cannot erase that feeling..without it we are nobody..everyone requires love..and with love will create a better person in you..no matter how pain it causes you..love doesn't always bring suffering and pain..it can also bring joy and laughter into your life..mostly that's what love is all about..=)..

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person...

And as often as we want to be loved..we sometimes get carried away..sometimes we do not get the love we want..but even if it is so..we should not be broken down by it..if that love is not for you..then it will never be..why feel discouraged by it?we have to learn to move on and take it as a lesson to improve on our life..when will love come?let that to fate to decide..=)